The most annoying problem in the world would be DO YOU HAVE A BEST FRIEND? I used to be quite jealous about people who have their best friend, I mean really best. I have none of them, yeap none, maybe there was in the past but I didn't appreciate any of them and act like a bitch.Uhhuh
I never asked a best friend from God(or maybe yes?)and I really wanted to leave this fcking place as soon as possible. There's no reason for me to continue my living and I even think that DIE would be better, maybe I suffer in the hell(I'm not a loyal Christian and did lots of bad stuff and act like a bad guy yoluo hahaha) would be better to suffer in this world or maybe I could be an angel flying around the heaven and serves my father,God.
Until 28.05.2014, everything changed.
My friend aka a girl from my play gangs which established on 2014 XD chat with me. I still remember it was the night before that I gonna work. I rant badly on wechat moment and she came and asked me what happened. Yeap it was the first time I can feel the care, the love, the everything that I lost for several years. We have had the same topic and if I'm not wrong,probably was the Mother topic aka saying our mums badword maybe hahaha. I didn't put any wish on our friendship actually since we just start to know each other well. But guess what we talke every night til now which I think it was impossible just really impossible.
In the past, I tried to scroll over my contacts and ask myself "Who can you talk to when you need them or who can you speak to when you need a listener" I usually just draft a blogpost when I need to talk to someone or just crying alone and tell myself the next day would be better. Yeah, I just grew up like that along this years. Or maybe just tweet everything that I think it was unreasonable. How pity am I, HOW. As a Leo, I'm kind of an act strong person and I act everyday just like a Hollywood actress hahahahaah or maybe just like a stupid clown that makes people laugh at (better than a friend which borned to be a clown)
Let me just skip our romantic story or boring story or maybe memorable moment to the most mthfcka part.
Problem comes, when we're good (my current bestie and let's call her C) people start to say behind that we're LES, I mean it's a sensitive noun in my country and people start spreading. I can't chill nor C but we tried to accept it and looking forward to those challenge that God would give us.I lived in this world for almost two decades and what taught me is just Appreciate.
This would be the most unprivate blog post and the longest onelolol and have pic one lolol. If you haven't met any bestfriend til now, just wait, God will give you one day. Please jealous me to have a Bestfriend or Bestsister or BestDaughter hahahahahah.
First pic right one is me lol.
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