2013

Time flies, I still remember last year about this time I was hoping that school reopen so I can wear new school shoes use new school bag lol and ofcourse him.  Yup I asked myself before did I regret to give up him, yes why not?! 对于他我还是有保留了一点感情吧 I don't know give up is the best choice or not but at least I grew from it.  Looking back on those post and pictures I really felt sorry to my friends and family 老实说我是个脾气跟不好的人but many people think that my temper is good, maybe when I'm alone I'll start think about a lot of things and hate things that I deserved. 2013 is the most tough year for me, need to 烦 about friendship,family, money enuf or not etc.  Most of the thing that I gained is 心理的一些问题. I hope I really treat myself better in 2014 and improve everything. For my study result feel a bit happy and disappointed like 50% and 50% . But I still think that I'm smart lol.  It's a new year but life still goes on right?  For 2014 I hope that I can lose weight and get slimmer, have more money, better result and 爱我的家人多一些. For love relationship I just no hope for it because 是你的就是你的，maybe my Mr. Right haven't appear yet hmmmhh.  Okay bye 2013! And Hi 2014!

People come and people go.

I do believe that in our life many people come and many people go (leave) , we can hate them but we should thank them because they help us to grow mature and to stay stronger.  When you feel that everyone around you hide things or maybe secret and don't tell you that really means you're not their bestie, friend anymore …? I don't know but in my sight in the past  I will leave them as soon as possible because I feel like its 冷脸去贴别人的冷热屁股 but maybe this is just a 过程？idk. I feel helpless.  I won't do the fault that I did before,  what I can do now is just let everything go and have a wonderful tomorrow 

Probelm.

Such a long time i didn't update my blog. Grrr, exam loh... Many things happened in July,bad things are more than good things. Good things: this time result quite good sia, but i dont to watch he next one. Okay, I should be more confidence i know. But please, I need someone to talk to, I need someone who really cares about me. Why this world is such unfair? The person who paid out more does not get much. Fine, i know the world rules. True friend, i have none of it. I cant feel the trust between them. I can feel they are judging me, hating me and whatever fucking problem. Ah i dont care about their fucking face lah, hate then hate lah. Like i care? please lah, go and see yourself in mirror, and touch your heart, are you kind? Have you been 靠关系 and get someting? I knew you talk shit about me behind, i knew you say im fake because i makeup, what's the logic about makeup=fake? Huh? Dont let me see you makeup nia one day. Keep on saying us dog? Lol lah, ask yourself did you act as a dog or not lah. Everyday help people do this do that like dog eh. I think you should but a mirror instead of saying us dog. Dog so cute lehh. You snake ah. Snake is disgusting ewww. Look like you. Nearly 3 years i get to know you, still same nothing change, u want everyone take your command, but did you think about us? You're not the Queen, the emperor,or my parents, and you wont be! Girl Go look at yourself in the mirror can?